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The fear of living. Living with a purpose and without a purpose is some what connected in my opinion, doing things in orderly manner and doing it by purpose is like putting your time and effort to good used. on the other hand doing things without purpose is also allocating time to useless things and ideas. How ever on the end when you think about it. What is purpose then? if I have a purpose in life. Then do i have a choice?. It doesn't make any sense at all. If the leader of the church said "God has plan for you" then do i have a choice in doing my plan?.
This is a kind of fear that i asked many times.
I don't think that my fear can be considered unusual but I have the biggest fear of spiders, no matter how small it is a spider it still scares me the thought to have him on me.